Dear God

Dear God,
God, I am sorry it have been long time since I contact you.
yeah, You're right, I'm in trouble now.
I'm sorry I only come to you in this kind of situation.
I don't know if You did this to me because of my behavior toward You.
if You created me as careless human, i don't know whether I would be happier or not than today.
God, please help me this time...
my only wish in my life is my mother's happiness.
please show me the way to make everything around her as good as possible for her soul.
please don't make any problems come up.
I am not strong enough God,
yeah, I am not strong enough
My heart is broken and I have no power left to finish my duties
as my parents' child and as a sister
I can do nothing but crying God
These tears makes me feel more powerless
God, please help me...
please save me...
please show me the way...
God, please....
I really can't take it any longer...
Please...
I am begging you with all my heart..

Sofi Meloni