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Dear my second shadow

yeah I know..you can call me the heartless, cruelest, or meanest person that you'd ever met in your life.
I don't mind if that images of mine stay to your memory...
and at this point I don't care...My main point at this part of my life is to save you...yeah, you my second shadow....you ARE and WILL ALWAYS BE my second shadow until I die...and I don't want you to step into wrong path of life...I need to save you, I need to take you out from that dark smog...
I don't care if I have to burn the forest to make you aware that you're burning the nature of love...
and I did it! I don't know whether my plan went as what I had expected, but now I see, you could see the tears of the nature that finally exploded because of the dark smog...
I hope you understand...I don't expect any 'thanks' from you, that will be TOO MUCH to ask after what I did.....and you know exactly why I did this...
and I hope someday, when I die..you can remember me...as the person who loves her second shadow so much till she is able to do the cruelest things, to give a better future for her second shadow....



with love,

Then Chai Nyuk