Angan Angan

Hectic!

Mata item kayak mata panda yang abis ditonjokin (hahaha)
Sakit udah kayak pesakit sejati
Stress udah kayak ngilangin duit 1M
Capek udah kayak abis nangkat beras satu truk
Pusing udah kayak iklan panadol
Sibuk udah kayak CEO (*ngarepdotcom)
Binggung udah kayak keledai

I wish I had a magic lamp, so I could ask Ginny a duplicate of myself.
At the end, I'll let my "real" body and mind take a rest or do lots lots of unbelievable crazy things!

mari berangan-angan mumpung berangan angan itu masih gratis dan tidak dipunggut biaya.

Close your eyes,
Imagine that you are standing in front of mirror,
Open your eyes now,
you can see different figure in front of you
its your refelection
the figure standing in front of you is totally different from your real figure,
The face, the body, the arm, even the voice.

Now run, run to the new world for your new figure,

none knows you
none recognizes you

you are as free as a bird
even better, you can do lots of things that bird can not do

you can the wildest thing that has ever come to your mind
you can go anywhere
you can do everything, EVERYTHING, without any worry that some people will judge you as you
because you are different! you are not you at the moment.
(to be continued)


Po po po po po ker face~~~
hahaha, if you do somekind of analysis maybe psychology analysis of the poem (or you can call them phrases) that I just wrote above, you'll find the hidden message.. well I think the message is obvious

lagi krisis identitas!
lagi males sama semua tanggung jawab dan rutinitas seorang SOFIANY.
malessssss......


Andai 1 hari aja gue dapet kesempatan merealisasikan poem gua
beuh! bisa minta extend jadi sebulan atau bahkan setahun (hahahaa)

sebenernya gue bersyukur bahkan sangat bersyukur dengan keadaan gua sekarang, cuman lagi penat...dan lagi ebrharap ada keajaiban atau suprise yang bakalan terjadiii~~~ oh... (at the moment) my life is so boring!

balik lagi ke angan angan,
gimana kalo suatu hari gue dapet kesempatan bisa buka mata dan ngeliat sosok lain refleksi orang lain di cermin...

wuih! ngarepnya sih yang sosoknya lebih baik dari sosok gue sekarang....(hahahaha)
terus abis itu gue musti ngapain ya..
OH! kalau mumpung lagi ada duit, gue mau terbang ke pulau lain dan maen disana...
kalau udah puas, gue mau balik ke tempat dimana gue biasa melakukan aktifitas, buat ngecheck selama Sofiany ilang ada yang kacau banget banget ga... (sialnya gue bisa denger ornag ngoceh-ngoceh tentang gue di depan gue sendiri)
Terus gue mau main ke tempat yang tadinya dilarang (haram hukumnya untuk Sofiany) hahahaha
terus apalagi ya... oh! gue mau gangguin orang sebanyak mungkin. SKSD sama orang nggak dikenal (hahaha)
gue juga mau mengunjungi ornag-orang yang dekat sama gua  ~~~ dan kalau memungkinkan ngasih tau kalau gue itu gue loh! hahahaha

OMG! even this imaginative session sounds boring!


sebenernya nggak perlu berharap gue jadi orang lain sih ya...

bisa aja gue memutuskan berhenti dari segala sesuatu yang sedang gue lakuin terus kabur ke luar negri atau ke luar jakarta dan di tempat baru itu gue bisa melakukan apapun! yah apapun...

YES! I found another dream! I am going to go to AMERICA! someday
maybe Los Angles, California, Miami, Tahiti

pas kesana, gue nggak mau jadi Sofiany! no no no no! malessssss~~~~


*It seems like I hate being myself, nope: I just feel that my life is so boringgg at the moment